is it me or why is growing up so scary?

when friends you spent 24/7 with grew so apart? what the hell is 'moving on'? what's the use of memories when the reality that we all took different parts stares you in the eye?

i miss my melb days.

cny- a new year.

it's never too late to be who you want to be.

1.2.3.

i re-read your little white book.

i still can't believe it. you are the best thing i've ever had.

it's quite hard being old and young at the same time.

time will tell

有時候有時候

everything on earth is two ways. really. with your attitude?

如若我也有權愛　同樣我也有權不必被愛

'live and let go'

it's strange how you say you're too old to let friends go considering how you treat them.

or,

to be fair, me.

thank you J for pointing out what's going on.

in your words, 'i can't believe how things have changed so drastically within 10 months'

maybe you should be asking how you could change so drastically. because 10 months ago, you'd have more insight in what's going on in your life, you'd have time to listen to your friend's problems, you'd invite them over for dinner even when you have nothing to say, you'd get coffees with them not because you need to rant, but you just want to spend time with them. and because 10 months ago, you had more self-respect, and your world consisted of other things apart from yourself. 10 months ago you were interesting and beautiful.

now i see none of that. no wonder you're so 'insecure' and always unhappy.

i have no grudges. i only wish you the best of whatever you choose to make with your life.

:)